Hello lovelies,

As the gentle breeze of spring caresses the warming world, it’s hard not to feel the pulse of nature’s cycle of regeneration and procreation. Spring is truly a time for renewal, and in the spirit of the season, I find myself embracing change and growth not just in my garden, but in my personal connections and intimate encounters as well.

Recently, I've been exploring an intriguing aspect of my relationships, delving deeper into the complex emotions and rules that enhance the ties between myself, my beloved hubby, and my cherished clients. As some of you may have noticed, I am a Hotwife,(the hint is in the name!) which brings a unique and thrilling dynamic into our marriage. My husband, in his adoring support, plays the role of a cuckold—a situation that might seem challenging to some, but for us, it heightens our intimacy in ways we never imagined.

This spring, we decided to introduce a new rule: my husband is to remain completely distant from me sexually. He isn’t allowed to share my bed, make love to me, or have that intimate closeness that is typically expected in a marriage. Of course, he will still be expected to serve my needs and provide his hands and mouth for my pleasure when I require them. This might sound harsh, but it’s a consensual decision that sparks an incredible range of emotions, from anticipation to a poignant longing that actually serves to bring us closer.

I was particularly excited about an upcoming client meeting, where this new element in my marriage was to play a significant role. We were all looking forward to seeing how this rule which effectively replaces sex with my hubby, with sex with my favourite clients, would enhance our connection and elevate our experience to new ecstatic heights. Unfortunately, life sometimes has other plans, and my client had to cancel. While this was disappointing, the rule for hubby remains in place, maintaining the delicious tension it creates.

You might wonder how the cuckold copes with this arrangement. The answer lies in a beautiful term known as 'compersion'—the feeling of joy one gets from seeing their partner enjoy sexual and emotional relationships with others. It’s akin to the happiness you feel when someone you love is delighted—only this includes the complex play of sexuality. Yes, there's a twinge of jealousy, which is only natural, but it’s enveloped in love and adoration for each other. It's a paradox that enriches our bond and keeps our relationship incredibly vibrant. It also makes possible my work as an escort, which can sometimes be challenging for someone with a partner.

Keeping the rule in place without a set end date has added an unexpected layer of excitement and longing to our dynamic. It’s a testament to the trust and understanding we share, and a reminder of how our unique relationship thrives on thoughtful, agreed-upon boundaries and mutual respect for one another's desires. I wonder if this is something you’ve ever thought about in your relationships. Do get in touch if you want to share your own experiences with me.

As we move further into spring, I am reminded of how much I treasure the deep connections I've formed with many of you. Each relationship, each encounter is a petal in the blossoming garden of my life. And like any garden, it requires patience, care, and the courage to experiment and embrace change.

Thank you for joining me on this journey, for your understanding and your adventurous spirits. Here’s to a season of growth, discovery, and abundant pleasure!

Bisous à tous!

F xxx